fuck,
yup that right.
i am no better in words.


but i dont think i should be bringing this up again.
but this shall be the last.

if you think that my mood on mon was OK in the morning till afternoon, you are wrong. cause since the day before and before and before, i nv was happy.

if you think that i treat my life too lightly, yes. cause i can tell by the age of 30 plus, i will be down with diseases and illness. no doubt. wannna bet?

if you think that you cant see us like before anymore, so be it. cause i cant too.

if you think that i need her more than you, so be it. cause i dnt believe in that before. and now, i believe i shld be dependent of myself.

if you think that we actually have finish cycling and eating dinner then call you after that, so be it. cause the fact is that at the point of time she doesnt even know i called you and we are not done with our cycling and thats not our dinner. the cycling part, its been our decision since we are standing outside TP.

and lastly, that is no fight...
just some misunderstanding..
misunderstanding for a long long time...

if you think you have done your part by explaining in your blog,
you are wrong again.



cause by blogging it in the 1st place was nv right.


debbie, lijuan, hueyyun, dont worry.. i will be just fine...